My last one buddy but they're gone now

 When I met at my friend Nick at first I didn't know what to think about him. As time went I realized that he was the brother that I always wanted that brother that wouldn't hurt me he comforted me when I was sick supported me he's so passionate about wrestling that passion I never seen in anybody in a long time. every Monday night Facebook lit up like a Christmas tree we spend hours discussing the events for that night. We talked about life and how much it hit hard we get back up. Outside of the dark place in my life he is my light he was my light see Nick passed away 3 years ago now everyday I wake up thinking it's a nightmare but it's a reality my best friend's gone my wrestling buddy the guy that wants a month on Saturday nights with be sitting front row ringside at a local wrestling event I used to love and get tickled to death how he lied into those bad guys that passion you can't teach. I don't let a lot of people in my life but some reason somehow Nick found his way into my life until the very end he never left. Yeah yeah you know they'll make a lot of people in Nicholas Hill but there's only going to be one Nicholas Hill I will ever really know . From Terry funk all the way to Paul Lee, Nick had various favorites. it's ironic that he died on Monday night raw right in the middle of it on December 28th of the year 2020

You never know what you really have until you until you don't until you don't have it anymore it's a crying shame I thought me and Nick would grow to be old men but he died he got taken I guess it was this time but do you ever really know when it's your time I don't know I don't want to be my time but when it is my time it will be my time enough about me this is about Nick Nicholas Hill the guy who for 20 years busted his ass at Walmart just to be showing the door. Nick never let his feelings be shown that a lot of people but you know a lot of this might seem like gibberish but it's speech I'm not really sure I could write this but for 3 years a huge part of me has been missing you never know who's going to be your best friend you just when you know you know I guess I didn't really know I don't really know what I had but every day I get up I walk across that room look at that picture of the two of us saying in the wall I remember that day it was his birthday. It's just a memory now a good memory a real good memory a damn good memory a real f****** big memory when I get to heaven and I have to look at my memories that's probably going to be one of my memories that I look at. It was an honor and a privilege my privilege to know my friend my brother. I miss you big guy see you