The calm of this

Do you know if the last is the last thing? Does somebody who’s gonna die if somebody is gonna be born just two souls on a differently colored plane of existence. A lot of the stuff I say it doesn’t make a lot of sense

Well back up at the time now. Is it a minute that goes by seconds. I heard a door slam one more fucking time I’m gonna go crazy or am I really crazy already is it voice is outside with the voices in my head constant sound sometimes garbled sometimes it makes sense I don’t know. Fuck I don’t know Thanksgiving weekend two days to Thanksgiving. Why am I even talking about Thanksgiving you might  even read this until after Thanksgiving. Do you ever think about that I mean do you have to think about anything the last thing you talk about? Who who what? Where. Leaving leaving leaving going tomorrow sitting on my food one thought connects to a memory or memory care next to the thought. I don’t think we’re anymore but they let me gather them together so I know I have you ever been with a group of people and still feel alone have you ever thought about that? 

Leave it to me to think about thinkinh I can I think about that. This is stupid peoples gonna read my blog and think I’m crazy stupid.

I really don’t know, but I’m gonna sit here and think about it. I can’t think about it 

These Ramblin thoughts. It’s been a long time in a long time since I got on a lot of them. Some are still left to be finished.

Until we meet again